The Scrappy Heap

So I've read that T-ARA is being considered to be some sort of Scrappy of K-pop groups right now because  of all the controversies they've figured in. I for one feel that it's a waste of their good talent to have them be hounded - just because they are public figures does not mean that they should be acceptable targets for backlash. 

It's the cost of free speech, I guess. When anyone can speak up, no speech is special. I consider being able to speak your mind as a safeguard for individuals so that they can create imaginative, meaningful and relevant messages. I really doubt it was for members of cliques to raise themselves up in their own eyes by dressing down targets, for instance.

Me, I believe in silence. Keeping mum isn't because I'm too slow to think of a comeback or that I'm riddled with guilt. I keep quiet because I know neither side will ever admit defeat, and to fight in such a situation is just a drain on my resources. It's better to do the job in front of me. It's better to grow in strength and expertise in all the things that are important to me. Let others do what they feel justified in doing; though they wish to exert power over me, I am myself and that is all I need.

Alas, my favorite K-pop group doesn't have that luxury. They need to go on interviews and talk to so many people. But they keep moving forward. So they truly are scrappy - as in, full of fighting spirit.

A Family-Unfriendly Aesop

Here's something to provide food for thought - turns out life is better with college and a steady 9-to-5.

Survivorship bias

An Irrefutable Data-Based Argument for Going to College

I'm putting this up largely to remind myself that in life, there are no guarantees. Even with skill and hard work and talent and luck and dirty tricks, you might still come up short. We need to take a hard look at the data - those who succeeded as well as those who didn't. What are the relative proportions between the two types? 

It seems cold, but you only get one life. If you need to sacrifice for something, it would be good if you could guarantee something for yourself and your loved ones. Yes, the loved ones as well - because whether they are agreeable to it or not, they do get roped into our shenanigans. We owe it to them to make our shots count. 

I wish I could say this to my college-age self; I was a bad student then, hung up on pipe dreams and distracted from the business of actually earning a degree. I struggled to finish my major, and up to today that still rankles. The humiliation is not only on myself, it's on all those who scraped to give me that education that majority of the world's population could only dream of. It's also on the institutions I learned under, who had great expectations for me. 

But I learned my lesson and did otherwise when I went to technical college to learn programming. This is my personal family-unfriendly aesop: your study determines your work. You work is your life. Friends are fine up until you need help paying the rent. Work hard, don't be distracted, choose your battles. Politics and fitting in don't really get you paid. Do the job in front of you, and achieve things. Save up for when you truly need it, for when your loved ones truly need it.

Always Be Coding

In my quest to be a better programmer, I came across these articles. I recommend them to anyone who wants to become a brilliant software engineer.

Four Steps to Google, Without a Degree

ABC: Always Be Coding

Rely only on your own arms

This is something I come back to several times. It's a lesson from Robert Greene's "33 Strategies of War." It's a very hard lesson. We are dependent on so many things. The key is in remembering that the things we are dependent may not necessarily be material in nature. We rely on what we've learned, what we've developed - we rely on what worked, and what we think might work. 

It's a horrible thing to doubt yourself in this way. You have to second-guess yourself, and that's when you realize the full extent of what you leave on auto-pilot every second of every day. What I've found is that there are principles to correct action. For instance, in the martial arts one strives to move with the barest minimum of effort; moves are not supposed to be excessively committed to; one must be able to change to the situation immediately. In dealing with oneself, there are a multitude of biases one's mind is subject to; considering carefully is important, but one must not let fear creep into the process of decision-making. When dealing with others, remember they have their own agenda - we all are subject to conflicts of interest. The input of others is useful as feedback, but never as a judgement of your inherent worth.

Wishing for more of something doesn't help; in many cases doing so is a waste of time as more is not forthcoming. We have to make do with what we have, and hopefully at the same time grow because if we survive the current predicament odds are good another, potentially greater, problem is on the way. Someone once told me, the problems you have today won't be the same things you worry about fifty years from now. It's not much, but I still want to reach that future. 

So I pay attention. And when the chips are down, I pay attention even more. May we never divorce ourselves from reality. Keep fluid. These things I tell myself, everyday - but what happens isn't always what we intend. 

Why We Love Psy

This probably explains part of the appeal.

Ask Ariely: On Lyrics, Joint Accounts, and Dialing Mom

Myself, I prefer songs without lyrics. Instrumental pieces tend to be more evocative to me.

Irrational notes

Dan Ariely's course has wrapped up, and here I'm posting my notes for the last three weeks. Fourth week is about labor and motivation; fifth week is about self-control; and the sixth week is about emotion. The studies are all available with a little searching.

Week 4:
Feeling Good about Giving: The Benefits (and Costs) of Self-Interested Charitable Behavior - People who feel happy give more, and those who give more are happier. Advertising the emotional rewards of giving does not reduce the tendency to give, but further research is necessary to disentangle between the costs and benefits of self-interested giving.


The “IKEA Effect”: When Labor Leads to Love - People value more the products of their labor only when they are able to complete their labor - that is, they can see the fruits of their work. The effect occurs even for those who do not have an affinity for "do-it-yourself" projects.


Large Stakes and Big Mistakes - Small incentives or incentives given where there were none before may increase performance, but past a certain threshold increased stakes increases motivation to the point where there are perverse effects on performance.

Effort for Payment - In the realm of effort and payment, one may find oneself in a monetary or social market. Monetary markets are more sensitive to the economics of compensation, while social markets are independent of the magnitude of compensation.


A Fine is a Price - At a day-care, a fine was introduced for parents who are late in picking up in their children. The parents possibly interpreted the fine as a cost in the sense of a monetary market and the number of latecomers per day shot up. The increased levels remained even after the policy regarding the fine was rescinded.


Man’s search for meaning: The case of Legos - When there is meaning to the tasks that people are assigned to do, they are happier at their jobs and are more productive



Week 5:
Procrastination, Deadlines, and Performance: Self-control by Precommitment -
People are willing to self-impose deadlines to avoid procastination, even if it is costly. However, people space deadlines suboptimally


A gradient of childhood self-control predicts health, wealth, and public safety -
Children with higher self-control ended up wealthier, healthier, and less likely to engage in crime in adulthood.


Counteractive Self-Control in Overcoming Temptation -
When the decision of undergoing an activity is threatened, counteractive self-control kicks in to increase the perceived value of the activity and ensure that motivation is maintained. This occurs when the cost of the action is moderate, tempting alternatives to the action are moderate, and before the performance of the activity. The counteractive self-control action motivates individuals to bind themselves to restrictive agreements, and delay rewards in order to ensure compliance.


The significance of self-control - Self control is a significant predictor of future welfare even after controlling for intelligence and family background; however, people struggle with wanting and in wanting to want other things.


Personal Decisions Are the Leading Cause of Death - The cause of many deaths can be said to be due to personal decisions; these deaths could have been avoided if a readily available alternative had instead been chosen. Over 80% of the deaths attributable to personal decisions in 2000 were due to smoking and being overweight. In 1900, just under 5% of deaths could be attributed to personal choices.


Rewards Separate Neural Systems Value Immediate and Delayed Monetary - Impulsive behavior is driven by limbic activation, while non-impulsive behavior is associated with the activation of regions of the brain responsible for higher level deliberation.


Save More Tomorrow: Using Behavioral Economics to Increase Employee Saving - Households that are saving too little may be because of bounded rationality, self-control, procrastination (which pro-duces inertia), and nominal loss aversion. SMART is a methodology encouraging increased savings using principles
of behavioral economics.


Week 6:
Dread Risk, September 11, and Fatal Traffic Accidents - In avoiding the risk of being caught up in an incident similar to the events of 9/11, more Americans took to driving - thus increasing the number involved in fatal vehicular accidents. The number of those killed this way even exceeded the total number of fatalities in the four flights that were hijacked.


The Peculiar Longevity of Things Not So Bad - When a stimulus reaches a threshold when it can be characterized as intense, it causes people to raise defensive measures to attenuate it. In cases of behavior this results in counteractive self-control, and in cases of hedonic states quicker abatement. This can result in situations where someone ends up hating another for a less grave offense and forgiving (or even liking) yet another for a bigger offense.


Psychic Numbing and Mass Atrocity - Crimes committed against a big number of people do not grab our attention and inspire our actions as they do crimes against an individual. This makes our moral intuitions not trustworthy in dealing with cases like genocide. We must find a way to treat cases of mass atrocity with the gravity that is commensurate to our belief that every life is equal and of great importance.


Emotions in Economic Theory and Economic Behavior - Economic models need to take into account the impact of deeply-rooted affective states (drives, emotions, passions) in individuals' decision-making process. There is a big gap between the actions of people when they are in a "hot" and "cold" state, and their ability to
predict their behavior when in a particular state while they are in the opposite one is impaired. These empathy gaps can occur for hunger, thirst, sexual arousal, anxiety, curiosity, and pain.

Learning Five Programming Languages

In these two videos we have the founders of two programming languages discuss which languages they believe every professional developer should know. I'm kind of happy that I'm familiar with most of the languages they enumerated.

Bjarne Stroustrup, of C++ fame

Larry Wall, Perl master

I've coded in C, C++, C#, and Java before. For webpage front-ends I know HTML, CSS, PHP, and Javascript - what I'm not familiar with Google generally supplements. I'm studying Scala for my functional language, and I have been exposed to Python through my own self-study. For databases, I have basic experience in MySQL and T-SQL.

Here's the thing though - in my experience knowledge in these programming languages is kind of expected for a developer gig. What really sets apart good software engineers is in the mastery of frameworks and tools for these specific languages. That means you have to know which tools are popular and get decent with them. This article helps break things down for us. Oh, and don't forget to take a look at this article as well, for a reversal of perspective.

The last couple of posts were rather short; I know I intended to have this blog be more about essays discussing stuff I find interesting, but right now I am thinking that it can sometimes be more effective to show people the things that I find of note. It helps to have others get a sense of my thought process, and in the future it'll be helpful to me in evaluating how I was today.

The above is something else that I look at regularly. Zheng Mingxing is a master with phenomenal skills; his hands move like lightning. He's a role model for me in how to develop my form.

More clips of the man can be found here.

Dedication

This link is a report on one Korean idol telling people in a variety show that she was a trainee for her company for 11 years. This woman is a determinator, pure and simple. What makes her unique is that increased motivation doesn't generally lead  to increased performance; if anything, higher stakes worsens how you do in something. Perhaps she found a way to channel physicality in her craft, which is usually when motivation and performance go hand-in-hand. In any case, I would love to shake her hand.

And the Clip-Fest Continues...

I hope this becomes a trend. My country's local programming is too dumbed down to compare; I spend my time watching clips of subbed foreign shows on Youtube. A full show is a treat for me. Anyway, please enjoy!

Brief Clip of Zhang Ziyi's Training for The Grandmasters

The work ethic these people have is awe-inspiring. It really makes martial arts movies that much more authentic when you have masters guiding you in expressing their art accurately. Oh, and those stretches do hurt - I still have scars from when I was forced to do splits for a martial art I was studying back then.

Baguazhang is a beautiful art. My current teacher swears by their footwork. Here's a brief introduction to the Circle Walk Practice and the art itself.

Afternoon Diversion - T-ARA

Nothing much to be said, really.

Afternoon Diversion - SISTAR

Time spent doing Zhan Zhuang passes by very quickly while I watch this :P

Say what you will about the man, but you have to admit he's pretty cool. 

Barack Obama Killed It In His White House Correspondents' Dinner Speech

Amor Fati

A good spirit or Tykhon (the personification of good fortune). The good spirit holds spits in his hands as a sign of good luck, and is shown with enlarged genitals.

Today was a nice day. There were no bad news, no life-threatening events. Everything was boring and ordinary and quiet and comfortable. But at any moment it could have been worse. Mistakes could have been made, or a confluence could have occurred where things overlapped and changed everything for me. 

I think that as we grow older this becomes more and more apparent - that we don't have absolute control over the universe. Our death or our ruination may come in the next breath, and we would never know. What things are even now happening behind the scenes, to someday threaten our lives and hopes and dreams? For the sake of our sanity we retreat ourselves into self-contained, "safe" little universes. Thinking that if we do not mind what's out there, that it can't hurt us; we strike this bargain, conveniently forgetting that those outside forces didn't actually agree to this deal. We will never be immune to absurd coincidence ruling our lives.

Greater men have been laid low by circumstance. And not everyone who adapts does so quickly enough, or appropriately enough. Robert Greene talked about "Amor Fati" - loving your fate, whatever it might be. This is the same concept the Stoics espoused, with regard to not letting your mind be clouded. Victor Frankl also wrote about acceptance in his book - that one can find meaning in one's life even through accepting the unacceptable. I take his word for it, him being a man who has thoroughly lived this philosophy. 

According to Robert Greene, accepting whatever comes your way leads to nothing being able to truly hurt you - for, as he puts it, you are able to "turn shit into sugar." Like this person. 

I still dread the future, but I will endeavor to accept. I will be grateful for today; and I will be aware that things could have been worse, and yet they weren't. And if I find myself in a hole, I promise I will stop digging immediately and work hard to get out of it. Amen.

Your mistakes, like mine, are a part of who you are now. You can't move on from that. Believe me, I've made a sizable number. But...sometimes your mistakes can surprise you. My biggest mistake, for instance, brought me here. At exactly this moment when you might need some help.

Tragedies

I posted this stub before about a ZenPencils poster I found. I'm calling attention to this because even up to now I still feel the same, perhaps even more so after reading this article on a victim of the Boston bombings. 

She had wanted to be a bank analyst. She went to a different country in order to pursue her goals. These things already mark her as special - I should know, being someone who has struggled against failure and self-sabotage. What she was able to accomplish was impressive - who knows what she would have been able to do had she lived longer?

We are all going to die, and we are lucky because there are those who never will. They, who were never born, include people with talent greater than ours. And yet it is us in our ordinariness who are here. I believe this. But what of those who were born, but who die too early? They include this young woman whom I had the honor of reading about. She was more than me, perhaps more than I could ever be. And yet it is me in my ordinariness who is here, not her. 

I feel something heavy on my shoulders at the thought.

Hands Free Penta Kill

Kudos, sir. This is Grand Achievement, indisputably.

Gamer Gets a Rare League of Legends Kill Without Using Hands

Blast from the Past - Sleeping Fist!

I was going around reddit when I found mention of this gem. They used to have this movie on reruns when I was a kid, must have watched it a half-dozen times. The dub is ridiculously funny, but it's the same dub I remember years ago - swearing included, haha.

Notice that the guy on the left outright stops the kick, while the one on the right diverts the punch. Old man has some seriously efficient kung fu.

Jin

This discussion in rumsoakedfist is very informative. It seems like there are many ways of generating power in the Chinese martial arts. Erle Montaigue enumerated a couple others in his Power Taiji series (copies found here). I think there's something in this, that could probably be used. It's certainly food for thought for me.

Extracting these formulae is fascinating work for me. It's taking the essence of a martial art, finding what makes it work. I like finding articles like this or this that really breaks things down. It reflects on the mastery of these authors that they could describe things so clearly.